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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    12:58 pm
    @@@@@Remember that financial intelligence is the
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    Rich Dad, Poor Dad

    CHAPTER ONE
    Rich Dad, Poor Dad
    As narrated by Robert Kiyosaki

    I had two fathers, a rich one and a poor oneOne was highly educated and intelligent; he had a Phand completed four years of undergraduate work in less than two yearsHe then went on to Stanford University, the University of Chicago, and Northwestern University to do his advanced studies, all on full financial scholarshipsThe other father never finished the eighth grade
    Both men were successful in their careers, working hard all their livesBoth earned substantial incomesYet one struggled financially all his lifeThe other would become one of the richest men in HawaiiOne died leaving tens of millions of dollars to his family, charities and his churchThe other left bills to be paid
    Both men were strong, charismatic and influentialBoth men offered me advice, but they did not advise the same thingsBoth men believed strongly in education but did not recommend the same course of study
    If I had had only one dad, I would have had to accept or reject his adviceHaving two dads advising me offered me the choice of contrasting points of view; one of a rich man and one of a poor man
    Instead of simply accepting or rejecting one or the other, I found myself thinking more, comparing and then choosing for myself
    The problem was, the rich man was not rich yet and the poor man not yet poorBoth were just starting out on their careers, and both were struggling with money and famil
    7:07 am
    @@@@@ “That’s fundamentally accurate, MrConklin,
    @@@@@
    “That’s fundamentally accurate, MrConklin, because what you’ll hear is the truthPerhaps at this end of the table so that our former colleague can study us as we
    explain to himI understand it’s a technique favored by field officers
    “I haven’t a damn thing to explain,” said the analyst as he headed for the chair next to Casset
    “But in light of our former colleague’s somewhat gross remarks, I’d like to study himAre you
    well, Alex?”
    “He’s well,” answered the deputy director named Valentino“He’s snarling at the wrong
    shadows but he’s well
    “That information couldn’t have surfaced without the consent and cooperation of the people in
    this room!”
    “What information?” asked DeSole, looking at the DCI, suddenly widening his large eyes
    behind his glasses“Oh, the max-classified thing you asked me about this morning?”
    The director nodded, then looked at Conklin“Let’s go back to this morningSeven hours
    ago, shortly after nine o’clock, I received a call from Edward McAllister, formerly of the State
    Department and currently chairman of the National Security AgencyMcAllister was
    with you in Hong Kong, MrConklin, is that correct?”
    “MrMcAllister was with us,” agreed Alex flatly“He flew undercover with Jason Bourne to
    Macao, where he was shot up so badly he damn near diedHe’s an intellectual oddball and one of
    the bravest men I’ve ever met
    “He said nothing about the circumstances, only that he was there, and I was to shred my
    calendar, if need be, but to consider our meeting with you as Priority RedThere are heavy reasons for the cannonsMcAllister gave me the precise maximum-classified codes that would
    clarify the status of the file you’re talking about—the record of the Hong Kong operationI, in turn,
    gave the information to MrDeSole, so I’ll let him tell you what he learned
    “It hasn’t been touched, Alex,” said DeSole quietly, his eyes leveled on Conklin“As of ninethirty
    this morning, it’s been in a black hole for four years, five months, twenty-one days, eleven
    hours and forty-three minutes without penetrationAnd there’s a very good reason why that status
    is pure, but I have no idea whether you’re aware of it or
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    12:58 pm
    @@@@@It took them a long time to circle around,
    @@@@@It took them a long time to circle around, perhaps half an hour, and their alertness diminishedThe men in the rear of the column had to wait minutes at a time, and then jog forward on the half-run to keep up with the rest of the platoonIt was trying, it was exhausting, and it grated on themTheir fatigue became alive again, and throbbed in their backs, in the exhausted hamstrings of their thighsThey would stand in a partial crouch, waiting for the signal to move ahead, their packs resting cruelly on their shouldersThe sweat would run into their eyes, and their eyes would tearThey lost the fine edge of their tension, became surlyA few of them began to grumble, and in one of the longer halts Wilson stopped to relieve himselfThey began to move while he was still occupied and the column was confusedThe men in the rear whispered up the file to halt the leaders, and for a minute or so men were moving back and forth and whispering to each otherWhen Wilson was ready, they advanced again, but discipline was brokenAlthough none of the men talked aloud, the sum of their whispers, their decreased caution in walking, added up to a detectable murmur of soundOccasionally Croft would give a hand signal to be silent, but it did not have enough effect
    They reached the cliffs at the base of Mount Anaka, and bore to the left again, darting toward the pass from rock to rockThey reached a place where there was no defilade; an open field, a cove of the larger valley extended for a hundred yards to the first saddle in the passThere was nothing to do but walk across itHearn and Croft squatted behind a ledge and discussed their strategy
    "We got to divvy up into the two squads, Lootenant, and have one of them go across the field while the other covers
    "I guess that's it," Hearn noddedIt was oddly, incongruously pleasant, to be sitting on the rock ledge, absorbing the warmth of the sun on his bodyHe took a deep breath"That's what we'll doWhen the first squad reaches the pass, the other one can come on up Croft massaged his chin, examining the Lieutenant's face"I'll take the squad, huh, Lootenant?"
    No! This was where he had to step
    7:07 am
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    They
    had all worked, each in his or her own way, and now they were all
    together, the whole population of the town, to celebrate the results of
    that workThere was food and drink, sweets and a small carousel for
    children, a prada bag wooden platform for dancing later in front of the
    unfinished innThe air was golden with afternoon light, the wheat ú
    golden on the table, a golden feeling of happiness bathed in shared
    repletionIt was exactly what Harvest Home was meant to beThe
    sound
    of horses coming made mothers look for - younger childrenScarlett's
    heart fake louis vuitton bags stopped for a moment when she couldn't find CatThen she saw
    her sitting on Colum's knee at the end of the tableHe was talking to
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    wordWhat a funny little girl her daughter wasA group
    of militia rode into the end of the streetThree men, three officers,
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    their horses to a walk, and the noise around the tables died away
    Some of the men rose to their feet"At least the soldiers have the
    decency not to gallop past, stirring up dust," said Scarlett to Father
    FlynnBut when the men reined in before the deserted church she fell
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    "Which way to the Big House?" said one of the officers"I'm here to
    talk to the owner"I am the owner," she said
    She was amazed that her suddenly dry mouth could make any sound
    at
    all
    The officer looked at her tumbled hair and bright peasant clothes
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    1:06 pm
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    fendi b,chanel fake,replica tiffany jewelry,dior handbags,omega geneve@@@@@Scarlett felt a warm weakness travelling through her body,
    and she forced herself to remember where she wasShe paid for the
    telegram and listened attentively when the telegraph operator gave
    her
    directions to the Convent of the Sisters of MercyThen she set off at
    such a rapid pace that Pansy almost had to run to keep upWhile she
    was waiting for Rhett to come, she should have fendi b just enough time to
    track down Carreen's Mother Superior and get her to talk to the
    Bishop,
    as Rhett had suggested
    Savannah's Convent of the Sisters of Mercy was a big white building
    with a cross over its tall closed doors, surrounded by a tall iron
    fence with closed gates surmounted by iron crossesScarlett's rapid
    pace slowed, then she stoppedIt was very different from chanel fake the
    handsome
    brick house in Charleston"Is you going in there, Miss Scarlett?"
    Pansy's voice had a quaver in it"I better wait outside
    "Don't be such a goose!" Pansy's fearfulness gave Scarlett courage
    "It's not a church, just a home for nice ladies like Miss Carreen
    The gate opened at her touch
    Yes, said the elderly nun who opened the door when Scarlett rang the
    bell, yes, Charleston's replica tiffany jewelry Mother Superior was thereNo, she couldn't
    ask her to see MrsThere was a meeting in
    progressNo, she didn't know how long it would last, nor whether the
    Mother Superior would be able to see MrsButler when it was overButler would like to see the schoolrooms; the convent
    was
    very proud of its schoolOr it was possible that a tour of the new
    Cathedral building could be arrangedAfter dior handbags that, perhaps the Mother
    Superior could be sent a message, if the meeting had endedScarlett
    forced herself to smileThe last thing on earth I want to do is
    admire a bunch of children, she thought angrilyOr look at some
    church, eitherShe was about to say that she'd simply come back
    later, then the nun's words gave her an ideaThey were building a
    new
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    7:09 am
    @@@@@I could feel his breath on my skin “Tell me
    @@@@@I could feel his breath on my skin
    “Tell me what you know,” he ordered
    CHAPTER 19
    Abandoned
    Who is the Seeker in black? Why is it still searching?” Jared's shout was deafening, echoing at
    me from all sides
    I hid behind my hands, waiting for the first blow
    “Ah–Jared?” Ian murmured“Maybe you should let me…”
    “Stay out of it!”
    Ian's voice got closer, and the rocks grated as he tried to follow Jared into the small space that
    was already too full“Can't you see it's too scared to talk? Leave it alone for a sec –”
    I heard something scrape the floor as Jared moved, and then a thudI peered
    through my fingers to see that Ian was no longer visible and Jared had his back to me
    Ian spit and groaned“That's twice,” he growled, and I understood that the punch meant for me
    had been diverted by Ian's interference
    “I'm ready to go for three,” Jared muttered, but he turned back around to face me, bringing light
    with him; he'd grabbed the lamp with the hand that had struck IanThe cave seemed almost
    brilliant after so much darkness
    Jared spoke to me again, scrutinizing my face in the new illuminations, making each word a
    sentence
    I dropped my hands and stared into his pitiless eyesIt bothered me that someone else had
    suffered for my silence–even someone who had once tried to kill meThis was not how torture
    was supposed to work
    Jared's expression wavered as he read the change in mine“I don't have to hurt you,” he said
    quietly, not as sure of himself“But I do have to know the answer to my question
    This wasn't even the right question–not a secret I was in any way bound to protect
    “Tell me,” he insisted, his eyes tight with frustration and deep unhappiness
    Was I truly a coward? I would rather have believed that I was–that my fear of pain was stronger
    than anything elseThe real reason I opened my mouth and spoke was so much more pathetic
    I wanted toplease him, this human who hated me so fiercely
    “The Seeker,” I began, my voice rough and hoarse; I hadn't spoken in a long
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    1:06 pm
    @@@@@ Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE
    @@@@@
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    426
    “What is it?”
    “Stop, “cried the young trainer“Pull over and shut off the engine
    “What’s the matter with you?”
    “I’m not sure Benjamin’s neck was arched back, his eyes on the clear night sky and the
    shimmering lights of the stars“No clouds,” he said cryptically
    “It’s not raining, eitherSo what? I want to get up to the Spanish compound!”
    “There it goes again—”
    “What the hell are you talking about?” And then Bourne heard it far away, the sound of
    distant thunder, yet the night was clearIt happened again—and again and again, one deep rumble
    after another
    “There!” shouted the young Soviet from Los Angeles, standing up in the jeep and pointing to the
    north“What is it?”
    “That’s fire, young man,” answered Jason softly, hesitantly, as he also stood up and stared at the
    pulsating yellow glow that lit up the distant sky“And my guess is that it’s the Spanish compound
    He was initially trained there and that’s what he came back to do—to blow the place up! It’s his
    revenge! Get down, we’ve got to get up there!”
    “No, you’re wrong,” broke in Benjamin, quickly lowering himself into the seat as Bourne started
    the engine and yanked the jeep into gear“ ‘Spain’s’ no more than five or six miles from here
    Those fires are a lot farther away
    “Just show me the fastest route,” said Jason, pressing the accelerator to the floor
    Under the trainer’s swiftly roving eyes accompanied by sudden shouts of “Turn here!” and “Go
    right!” and “Straight down this road!” they raced through “Paris,” and north into successive sectors
    labeled “Marseilles,” “Montbéliard,” “Le Havre,” “Strasbourg” and so many others, circling town
    squares and passing quaint streets and miniaturized city blocks, until finally they were in sight of
    the “Spanish” borderThe closer they came, the louder were the booms in the distance, the brighter
    the yellow night skyThe guards at the gate were furiously manning their telephones and hand-held
    radios; the two-note blasts of sirens joined the shouting and the screaming as police cars and fire
    engines appeared seemingly out of nowhere, racing into the streets of “Madrid” on their way to the
    next northern border crossing
    “What’s happening?” yelled Benjamin, leaping from the jeep and dropping all pretense of
    Novgorod training by speaking Russian“I’m senior staff!” he added, slipping the card into the
    release equipment, snapping the barrier up“Tell me!”
    “Insanity, comrade!” shouted an officer from the gatehouse windowIt’s as if
    the earth went crazy! First ‘Germany,’ all over there are explosions and fires in the streets and
    buildings going up in flamesThe ground trembles, and we are told it’s some kind of massive
    earthquake
    7:15 am
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    gucci boston bag,chanel pearl,watches gucci,omega seamaster vintage,louis vuitton tote@@@@@"Listen, you've seen enough combat at Motome to have an ideaWhy, when I think of my wife fooling around probably right this minute, while I'm lying here sweating out tomorrow, I begin to get mad He cracked his knuckles nervously, fingered the steel pipe between their hammocks"It ain't as if tomorrow is gonna be so bad although they'll have recon working its ass off, but a little work ain't gonna kill us"Hell, if General Cummings was to come up to me tomorrow and say, 'Brown, I'm putting you on unloading detail gucci boston bag for the duration,' you think I'd bitch? In the pig's hole I wouldI've seen enough combat to last ten men, and I'll tell you this invasion tomorrow if we was to be shelled from the ship to the beach and back couldn't begin to equal MotomeThat was one day I knew I was gonna be deadI still don't see how I got through it
    "What happened?" Stanley askedHe flexed his knees carefully to avoid kicking the man in the bunk above him, only a foot above his headThis story he had heard a dozen times when he was first assigned chanel pearl to recon, but he knew Brown liked to tell it
    "Well, from the beginning when they assigned the platoon to Baker Company for that rubber boat deal, it was a cinch we were screwed, but what could you do?" He went on, telling a story of how they had set out in rubber boats from a destroyer several hours before the dawn, had been caught in an ebb tide and seen by the Japanese"Man," Brown said, "maybe you think I wasn't keeping a tight asshole when those Japs started firing at us with an AA batteryThere wasn't any of watches gucci our boats that didn't get hit some and start sinking, and in the one next to us was the Company Commander, Billings was his name I think, and the poor bastard had just broken down completelyHe was crying and moaning and trying to fire off a flare so the destroyer would open up and give us some cover, but he was shaking so much he couldn't hold the flare gun in his hand
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    "Quite a guy! Listen, he's made of ironHe's the one man I'd never crossHe's probably the best platoon sergeant in the Army and the meanestHe just doesn't have any nerves," Brown said bitterly"Out of all the old guys in recon, there ain't one of us whose nerves ain't shotI tell ya, I'm scared all the time, and Red is louis vuitton tote too
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    12:58 pm
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    was crying and laughingI remember the white
    697
    vulnerability of her neck and the feel of her lips,
    just above my jaw
    I was the belle of the ball and I had my family
    around meThere was light and champagne and music
    It happened four years ago, on the evening of
    April fifteenth, between seven forty-five and
    eight o'clock, while the shadows on Palm Avenue
    were just beginning to take on the first Gucci Indy Bag faint
    tinges of blueThis is a memory I keep
    ii
    I toured them around, with Tom and Bozie and the
    rest of the Minnesota crowd tagging afterMany of
    those present might have been first-time gallery
    attendees, but they were polite enough to give us
    some space
    Melinda paused for a full minute in front of
    Sunset with Sophora, then turned to me, almost
    accusingly"If you could do this all along, Dad,
    why in God's name did you tiffany cross waste thirty years of
    your life putting up County Extension buildings?"
    698
    "Melinda Jean!" Pam said, but absentlyShe was
    looking toward the center room, where the Girl and
    Ship paintings hung suspended
    "Well, it's true," Melinda said"Isn't it?"
    "Honey, I didn't know
    "How can you have something this big inside you
    and not know?" she demanded
    I didn't have an answer for that, but Alice Aucoin
    rescued chanel earrings me"Edgar, Dario wondered if you could
    step into Jimmy's office for a few minutes? I'll
    be happy to escort your family into the main room
    and you can join them therewhat do they want?"
    "Don't worry, they're all smiling," she said, and
    smiled herself
    "Go on, Edgar," Pam saidAnd, to Alice: "I'm used
    to him being called awayWhen we were married, it
    was a way of life
    "Dad, what does this red circle on top of the
    frame tank louis mean?" Ilse asked
    "That it's sold, dear," Alice said
    I paused to look at Sunset with Sophora as I
    started away, andsure enough, there was a
    little red circle on the upper right corner of the
    699
    frameThat was a good thing - it was nice to know
    the crowd here was composed of more than just
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    - but I still felt a pang, and wondered if it was
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    7:07 am
    @@@@@ “Return the necklace! No, my dear Fanny,
    @@@@@
    “Return the necklace! No, my dear Fanny, upon no accountIt
    would be mortifying her severelyThere can hardly be a more unpleasant
    sensation than the having anything returned on our hands
    228
    Mansfield Park
    which we have given with a reasonable hope of its contributing to
    the comfort of a friendWhy should she lose a pleasure which she
    has shewn herself so deserving of?”
    “If it had been given to me in the first instance,” said Fanny, “I
    should not have thought of returning it; but being her brother’s
    present, is not it fair to suppose that she would rather not part with
    it, when it is not wanted?”
    “She must not suppose it not wanted, not acceptable, at least: and
    its having been originally her brother’s gift makes no difference; for
    as she was not prevented from offering, nor you from taking it on
    that account, it ought not to prevent you from keeping itNo doubt
    it is handsomer than mine, and fitter for a ballroom
    “No, it is not handsomer, not at all handsomer in its way, and, for
    my purpose, not half so fitThe chain will agree with William’s
    cross beyond all comparison better than the necklace
    “For one night, Fanny, for only one night, if it be a sacrifice; I am
    sure you will, upon consideration, make that sacrifice rather than
    give pain to one who has been so studious of your comfortMiss
    Crawford’s attentions to you have been—not more than you were
    justly entitled to—I am the last person to think that could be, but
    they have been invariable; and to be returning them with what must
    have something the air of ingratitude, though I know it could never
    have the meaning, is not in your nature, I am sureWear the necklace,
    as you are engaged to do, to-morrow evening, and let the chain,
    which was not ordered with any reference to the ball, be kept for
    commoner occasionsI would not have the shadow
    of a coolness between the two whose intimacy I have been observing
    with the greatest pleasure, and in whose characters there is so
    much general resemblance in true generosity and natural delicacy as
    to make the few slight differences, resulting principally from situation,
    no reasonable hindrance to a perfect friendshipI would not
    have the shadow of a coolness arise,” he repeated, his voice sinking
    a little, “between the two dearest objects I have on earth
    He was gone as he spoke; and Fanny remained to tranquillise herself
    as she couldShe was one of his two dearest—that must support
    herBut the other: the first! She had never heard him speak so openly
    before, and though it told her no more than what she had long
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    Jane Austen
    perceived, it was a stab, for it told of his own convictions and viewsHe would marry Miss CrawfordIt was a stab, in
    spite of every long-standing expectation; and she was obliged to repeat
    again and again, that she was one of his two dearest, before the
    words gave her any sensationCould she believe Miss Crawford to
    deserve him, it would be—oh, how different would it be—how far
    more tolerable! But he was deceived in her: he gave her merits which
    she had not; her faults were what they had ever been, but he saw them
    no longerTill she had shed many tears over this deception, Fanny
    could not subdue her agitation; and the dejection which followed
    could only be relieved by the influence of fervent prayers for his happiness
    It was her intention, as she felt it to be her duty, to try to overcome
    all that was excessive, all that bordered on selfishness, in her
    affection for EdmundTo call or to fancy it a loss, a disappointment,
    would be a presumption for which she had not words strong
    enough to satisfy her own humilityTo think of him as Miss Crawford
    might be justified in thinking, would in her be insanityTo her he
    could be nothing under any circumstances; nothing dearer than a
    friendWhy did such an idea occur to her even enough to be reprobated
    and forbidden? It ought not to have touched on the confines
    of her imaginationShe would endeavour to be rational, and to
    deserve the right of judging of Miss Crawford’s character, and the
    privilege of true solicitude for him by a sound intellect and an honest
    heart
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    12:58 pm
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    So here is the argument I put forthI really do not expect most people to agree with it because a nice home is an emotional thing And when it comes to money, high emotions tend to lower financial intelligence 1 know from personal experience that money has a way of making every tiffany toggle heart decision emotionalWhen it comes to houses, I point out that most people work all their lives paying for a home they never own In other words, most people buy a new house every so many years, each time incurring a new 30-year loan to pay off the previous oneEven though people receive a tax deduction for interest on mortgage payments, they pay for all their other expenses with after-tax dollarsEven after they pay off their mortgageMy wife's parents were shocked when the property taxes on their home went Cartier Watches Tortue to $1,000 a monthThis was after they had retired, so the increase put a strain on their retirement budget, and they felt forced to move
    4 Houses do not always go up in value In 1997, I still have friends who owe a million dollars for a home that will today sell for only $700,000The greatest losses of all are those from missed opportunities If all your money is tied up in your house, you may be forced to work harder because your money continues blowing out of the expense column, instead of adding to the Chloe Purse asset column, the classic middle class cash flow patternIf a young couple would put more money into their asset column early on, their later years would get easier, especially as they prepared to send their children to collegeTheir assets would have grown and would be available to help cover expensesAll too often, a house only serves as a vehicle for incurring a home-equity loan to pay for mounting expensesIn summary, the end result in making a decision to own a house that is too expensive in lieu of fake louis vuitton bags starting an investment portfolio early on impacts an individual in at least the following three ways:


    1Loss of time, during which other assets could have grown in valueLoss of additional capital, which could have been invested instead of paying for high-maintenance expenses related directly to the homeToo often, people count their house, savings and retirement plan as all they have in their asset columnBecause they have no money to invest, they simply do not investThis costs them investment earrings chanel experien
    7:07 am
    @@@@@ Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE
    @@@@@
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    48
    “Oh, give me a moment, my old friendIt’s been a long time since I’ve been near a hotel suite,
    much less stayed in oneOh, how things have changed for us over the yearsI read about you
    frequently and I’ve watched you on televisionYou’re so—erudite, Randolph, that’s the word, but
    it’s not enoughIt’s what I said before—‘grand,’ that’s what you are, grand and eruditeSo tall and
    imperious
    “You might have been in the same position, you know,” broke in the impatient Gates
    “Unfortunately, you looked for shortcuts where there weren’t any
    “Oh, there were lots of themI just chose the wrong ones
    “I gather things haven’t gone well for you—”
    “You don’t ‘gather,’ Randy, you knowIf your spies didn’t inform you, certainly you can tell
    “I was simply trying to find you
    “Yes, that’s what you said on the phone, what a number of people said to me in the street—
    people who had been asked a number of questions having nothing to do with my residence, such as
    it is
    “I had to know if you were capableYou can’t fault me for thatNot considering what you had me do, what I think you had me do
    “Merely act as a confidential messenger, that’s allYou certainly can’t object to the money
    “Object?” said the visitor, with a high-pitched and tremulous laugh“Let me tell you something,
    RandyYou can be disbarred at thirty or thirty-five and still get by, but when you’re disbarred at
    fifty and your trial is given national press along with a jail sentence, you’d be shocked at how your
    options disappear—even for a learned manYou become an untouchable, and I was never much
    good at selling anything but my witsI proved that, too, over the last twenty-odd years,
    incidentally
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    12:58 pm
    @@@@@ There are external shocksHis sister,
    @@@@@

    There are external shocksHis sister, Patty, gets a divorce, and he hears talk, merely the faintest suggestions, but he is worriedHe asks her, subtly he thinks, but she flares at him
    What do you mean, Willie, Brad coulda had the divorce instead of me?
    I don't mean anything, I'm just asking you
    Listen, Willie-boy, you don't have to be looking at me thatawayI am what I am, that's all, you understand?
    The shock enters, burrows deeply, and explodes sporadically for months to followThere are times in the middle of the day when he halts in the middle of a report, catches himself looking at his pencilYou're not such a roughneck, Patty says, slim and crisp and virginal, the older sister -- half mother
    Memory as the flagellantI don't understand it a goddam bitWhat the hell makes them change that way, why can't a woman stay decent?
    You'll never be like that, will you, Beverly? he says that night
    Aw, no, honey, how can you even think it?
    They are very close for the moment, and his troubles spill outHonestly, Bev, keeping up with everything makes me go so goddam fast; I get so I just want to take a breath, you know what I meanA man's own sister, it puts quite a stir in you
    In the barrooms, in the smoking cars, in the locker room at the golf club they are talking about Patty Brown
    I swear, Bev, I ever catch you in anything like that, I'll kill you, so help me I'll kill you
    Honey? You can trust meBut she is thrilled by the sudden burst of his passion
    I feel a hell of a lot older, Bev

    On the eighteenth he lines up the putt, estimates the roll of the greenIt is a five-foot shot and he should make it, but he knows suddenly that he's going to failThe handle of the putter thonks dully against his palms as the ball rolls short a foot
    Missed again, son, Mr
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    7:07 am
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    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
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    words she was looking for"He's just Colum, that's allHe brought
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    Scarlett hadn't realized he was Kathleen's brotherMaybe that's why
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    "Which one of Uncle James' brothers is your father?" she asked
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    7:07 am
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    “Doc has a nice snore, doesn't he?” Jamie whispered
    “It won't keep you up,” I agreed
    I waited for him to say something more, but he was quiet
    “Was there something you wanted?” I asked
    He didn't answer right away, but I could feel him struggling, so I waited
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    dayA pain pierced through the general region of my chest
    “Does it, Wanda?”
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    “Why won't you answer me?” Jamie was really crying now but trying to muffle the sound
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    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
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    Friday, December 24th, 2010
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    @@@@@“It was really like being at a play,” said
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    her niece, alive and enlightened as she was, must feel, was elevating
    “You have a great turn for acting, I am sure, MrCrawford,” said
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    mean when you are settled thereI think you will fit up
    a theatre at your house in Norfolk
    “Do you, ma’am?” cried he, with quickness“No, no, that will
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    evidently meant, “That lady will never allow a theatre at
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    Edmund saw it all, and saw Fanny so determined not to see it, as
    to make it clear that the voice was enough to convey the full meaning
    of the protestation; and such a quick consciousness of compliment,
    such a ready comprehension of a hint, he thought, was rather
    favourable than not
    The subject of reading aloud was farther discussedThe two young
    men were the only talkers, but they, standing by the fire, talked over
    the too common neglect of the qualification, the total inattention
    to it, in the ordinary school-system for boys, the consequently natural,
    yet in some instances almost unnatural, degree of ignorance and
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    uncouthness of men, of sensible and well-informed men, when suddenly
    called to the necessity of reading aloud, which had fallen within
    their notice, giving instances of blunders, and failures with their
    secondary causes, the want of management of the voice, of proper
    modulation and emphasis, of foresight and judgment, all proceeding
    from the first cause: want of early attention and habit; and Fanny
    was listening again with great entertainment
    “Even in my profession,” said Edmund, with a smile, “how little
    the art of reading has been studied! how little a clear manner, and
    good delivery, have been attended to! I speak rather of the past,
    however, than the presentThere is now a spirit of improvement
    abroad; but among those who were ordained twenty, thirty, forty
    years ago, the larger number, to judge by their performance, must
    have thought reading was reading, and preaching was preachingThe subject is more justly consideredIt is felt that
    distinctness and energy may have weight in recommending the most
    solid truths; and besides, there is more general observation and taste,
    a more critical knowledge diffused than formerly; in every congregation
    there is a larger proportion who know a little of the matter,
    and who can judge and criticise
    Edmund had already gone through the service once since his ordination;
    and upon this being understood, he had a variety of questions
    from Crawford as to his feelings and success; questions, which
    being made, though with the vivacity of friendly interest and quick
    taste, without any touch of that spirit of banter or air of levity which
    Edmund knew to be most offensive to Fanny, he had true pleasure in
    satisfying; and when Crawford proceeded to ask his opinion and give
    his own as to the properest manner in which particular passages in
    the service should be delivered, shewing it to be a subject on which he
    had thought before, and thought with judgment, Edmund was still
    more and more pleasedThis would be the way to Fanny’s heartShe
    was not to be won by all that gallantry and wit and good-nature together
    could do; or, at least, she would not be won by them nearly so
    soon, without the assistance of sentiment and feeling, and seriousness
    on serious subjects
    “Our liturgy,” observed Crawford, “has beauties, which not even
    a careless, slovenly style of reading can destroy; but it has also re295
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    dundancies and repetitions which require good reading not to be
    feltFor myself, at least, I must confess being not always so attentive
    as I ought to be” (here was a glance at Fanny); “that nineteen times
    out of twenty I am thinking how such a prayer ought to be read,
    and longing to have it to read myselfDid you speak?” stepping
    eagerly to Fanny, and addressing her in a softened voice; and upon
    her saying “No,” he added, “Are you sure you did not speak? I saw
    your lips mo
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